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This is What I Know

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 1, 2012, 10:05 PM


I know that this next year is going to be challenging for me. I know that my personal life is gonna change and that I don't like it. I know that I am going to be working my butt off in college, and I know that I owe a lot to my friends on DA C:

This next coming year is a challenge to me in many ways. I will be starting school on Jan. 28th and that is scary to me. I don't feel like I am ready, I don't feel that I am skilled enough and I haven't even registered because shit keeps getting in the way >:C But I know that I AM going and I will find a way if it means not eating for 2 weeks D:<

I know that my personal life is going to change...it is sad for me, it is sad for both of us. It means time appart, it means seeing someone you love everyday and not being able to touch them and be with them...but it also means that we can finally BE together. Don't ask it is very complicated and a very long story. One I won't get into. But know it is difficult for both of us :C

I know that I will be drawing more, and challenging myself more than I have ever done before. I know that I will be trying new things and getting VERY frustrated while doing it, but it will pay off in the end. Sorry in advance for the rants that are coming, there might be many XD

And I know that I appreciate each and every one of my followers that encourage me and help me through each upload with your encouraging words and kindness. You are really the best and know that I don't take that for granted for a min :hug:

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ChaosFay Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
I know how you feel. I spent seven years in school (had to drop for a year, which would have made it six). The whole point of school is to become more skilled and to hone your abilities and talents. I went in with crappy stuff (imho) and came out the better for it. Take everything in stride, enjoy quiet moments, and take in the right to snap at people if they bother you while you try to work. I had three roommates who didn't understand art majors had more work than most others because we have art projects AND papers to put together. It took a warning sign on my bedroom door stating that if they bothered me I had the right to pour water with paint in on them. It happened once and never again.
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Dark-Edyn Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012  Student Digital Artist
LOL that is funny XD The only thing that would get in my way for school would be my family. My mom doesn't "get" why I want to go to school for art and gives me a hard time about all the time I take to draw/finish artwork. BUT I don't live with her so that makes it slightly better XD

I am looking forward to the new worlds that college will open up for me. I feel trapped in my inspiration, I want new things to open up for me. I have heard how people change their way of thinking just by attending class and I am ready and am SO looking forward to it!
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ChaosFay Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
I can honestly say I do miss having homework. It's like receiving a commission, but without money as payment.
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Living-In-Whimsy Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh wow. Sounds hectic.
:hug:
If you EVER EVER need to talk, I don't care what about, I AM here for you. :heart:
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Dark-Edyn Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Awwww you are the sweetest person I know :hug: In the coming months I might take you up on that offer when my sanity starts slipping XD :hug:
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Living-In-Whimsy Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Now, couple monthes, whenever. :heart:
:hug: I may only know you on here, but I still consider you a very good friend!
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Dark-Edyn Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
And I you :iconsweethugplz:
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Living-In-Whimsy Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Dark-Edyn Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:iconbrohugplz:
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Living-In-Whimsy Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If that's a bro hug, wonder what a girl hug is?
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